FUCK THIS!

UGH! I am tired of it. No more. It is not my fault yet I always feel like it is.

Tomorrow I will finish my poem. It has “It gets better”, “To write love on her arms” and “Are you ok?” in it. Maybe that will help a bit. Idk. I am just…so emotionally drained that it is not fair anymore and it just is too much. I fear for any guy who comes into my life because they are either going to have a hard time getting to me or they are gonna only have me physically…actually, it will be both. I am just dumb. Ugh.

But will it get better?

  1. artcub said: I’m with ya. I can be so awesome yet so weird at the same time. I feel bad for anyone having to deal with me haha. But you’ll find someone, I’m sure!
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